wow...tis been a long time since i wrote anything here...^_^'
well, just wanted to rant about something that's really been irking me a LOT.
so, here goes.

let's start with the cosplay thingy. a year ago,i decided that i would join a cosplay competition once and for all, and the character i picked was orochimaru from naruto...(yeah, i prefer male characters...) and so i did all the preparations needed. the costume was made, the make up perfected (yep, teh paper-white complexion of orochimaru achieved with make up, not face paint), and the poses for the pictures practiced as well.
(it took that long for me to get everything ready because of classes and duties and research that just gets in the way every f**ing time!!)

it was postponed for first at the hero (amped edition) convention, since the belt still wasn't done...but that was fine...because there still would be other big events to come, and that would be the one in april 3,4 and 5 (ozine fest). but that little ray of hope got shot down by the stupid schedule our college posted for us nursing students!!! the "thing" in my way to the path of cosplay-dom, is this stupid 8 hour seminar for 7 freakin' days (which, yes, ya guessed right, covers the 3 day event). i thought about not attending 3 days of it, but then, they announced that whoever woudn't complete the seminar wouldn't be able to recieve a certificate, meaning that we wouldn't be able to graduate!!

how can i possibly choose right?? it's either my cosplay or my future!! and by the way, the next events would be small, insignificant really...and even if i'd like to go to those, i couldn't because of our damned hospital duty schedule!!

another new annonucement just came up...and now they want us to stay in a province for immersion for a whole freakin month!! wich covers what's left of summer...my summer...and it's compulsary...no cellphones allowed...ya can bring one but you'd be able to use it only on sundays...

aaahh...the crapiness of life...this just keeps getting better and better...

it's just that i want to do so much while i'm still 18!!...i wouldn't be able to do all that after i graduate..i mean i could, but it would be better if i started out early right??

whew...sorry...saying too much..haha......one year of preparations and now this...

frustrated and bitter at the moment...

help...